Don’t leave! You’re in the right place!
I’ve really missed blogging his past week. However, this past week has been incredibly busy and incredibly hard. Scratch that…this whole month has been hectic and challenging.
I’m trying to build a whole new life. I’m trying to learn how to be a single mom. I’m trying to maintain a civil relationship with Scott for Kolt’s sake. I’m trying to re-dream my future in order to one day support myself, Kolt, and Baby Girl. I’m trying to come to terms with all that has happened to me in the past few months.
My life has taken a turn I never expected. I don’t understand why. All to often I get stuck questioning why. You see, all my life I grew up thinking that happiness was a family with a happily married mom and dad with a couple beautiful children who see their parents as their role models. I thought I had my fairytale. I thought I had found true happiness. Perhaps I’m niave. Perhaps I was wrong. Or perhaps God has a whole different plan for my fairytale ending of pure happiness.
As we start a new year, I want to start fresh with a new blog and a new place for me to share. I have a long journey ahead of me; rediscovering who I am, searching to redefine who I am, and trying to mend the hole that has been torn into my heart. I hope you decide to follow me as I share my open and honest thoughts about life as a single mom learning to redefining everything I knew about happiness.