I’m far from being healed from my divorce. I still struggle pretty much every single day. But I’ve also done a lot of growing over the past year. I’ve reflected on my mistakes and have learned a lot from them. One of the many things I’ve learned is that divorce is ugly and it brings out people’s true colors. A lot of people have let me down. A lot of people have lost my respect and my trust. But on the up side, all the disappointments and heartaches have shown me what I deserve in a marriage.
A man who brings me closer to God.
A man who is faithful.
A man who closes the door to other women.
A man who keeps his commitment of love.
A man who understands my anxiety.
A man who helps me work through my anxiety.
A man who sticks up for me.
A man who defends my parenting choices.
A man who supports my parenting style.
A man who loves me, even with my baggage.
A man who thinks I’m beautiful even on my worst day.
A man who will be my best friend.
A man who stands by me through thick and thin.
A man who makes me feel like I’m his whole world.
A man who keeps his word.
A man I can trust.
Because God has something bigger and better planned for me.